Pretend

Maybe I should give up hope.
Maybe I should forget you.
Maybe I should just move on.

Yet there's something,
something, that holds me back.
Something, that won't let me let you go.

It makes me remember every moment.
The good and the bad.
Making me remember I Love You!

I can't seem to let you go.
Your still locked in my mind.
Not willing to go away.

Faking everyday that there's nothing.
No feelings between us.
No emotions that control me.

Smiling when your with her.
Yet dieing a little every time inside.
Trying not to show my true emotions.

Trying not to wear my heart on my sleeve.
Trying not to let the love for you shine in my eyes.
What I'm trying to do is pretend you aren't real.

Yet for some reason it's getting harder everyday.
My emotions become more tangled,
and everything becomes harder to hide.

I want to shout that your mine.
I don't want to share you with her.
You could call me territorial, I guess.

Yet when your in love, like I am with you,
You don't want to share your man!
Yet I am sharing you and it's killing me.

For now I'll keep hiding everything,
Pretend like you mean nothing to me.
But knowing all the while that you mean the world to me!