I have him now...

Day in
day out
i listen to you talk about her
it hurts my head
it hurts my heart
noeing ur out and about again with her tonight.
you noe i love you
always will
but still you insist upon
being with her
loving mi
its more than i care to bear
all this pain
welling up inside
i turn to my silver knife
the blade it ripples
the blade it shines
it slices and cuts deep down
i feel the pain
i see the blood
i see ur face in my sights
ur bending over mi
tears are streaming down ur face
im not gonna die i manage to choke out
and next thing you noe
im waking up
in tha hospital surrounded by white
i look for you and see no sign
ur gone again... off with her
and then SHES over mi
yelling in my face
you stole him from mi you lil ho
you took him away and no ive nowhere to go
i felt so bad looking at her and then i realised why
i took away the man she loved
just by loving him... returning his love for mi and now she was left heartbroken...
left to feel lost and soul less for all of eternity...