You called

My heart races as i let the fone ring
I knew I could be strong about this whole thing
Somehow everyone was right.
They all knew everything would end up being alright.
That I wouldnt give in.
But what a rough time it's been.
I'm sorry I'm putting you through this.
I just have to show you everything I had to miss.
When my heart was broke.
It was all because we hardly spoke.
You know I wanted to be the one for you,
But it's not something you wanted to do.
You just kept telling me someday.
You know I didn't want it to be that way.
I wanna answer every single call,
But this time I can't have it all.
This is gonna be hard.
In the end I'm gonna be scared.
This isn't easy for me to do,
When all I ever do is think about you.
I have things to do.
Just like you say you do too.

02.06.06