My answer is 'yes' to all you skets
For all the missed lessons
Deep, troubled threats
Don't you see the scars across my arm
I hate you b/itches
My day had been so calm
Why do you make me wish i was dead
And skip the school i dread
Why don't you forget about the nasty thing i said
You have said worse than me
But i don't go round school
showing everyone how i see
I can't keep this smile upon this face
For inside i feel such a disgrace
Black as i see it...My eyes tinted from the pain
I halt these tears until i get home
They pour out everyday
Bleeding mascara falling from my eyes
If everyone would just see how i feel inside
No one would know the thoughts i think
And how my wrist writes with cold red ink
No longer is it pumping all nice and warm
Its flowing from my wrist again like frog spawn
Dirty looks curse my world
I try to eat but i end up with it down the drain.. as i hurl
I need to drop it.. but i want to be strong
But i just don't know how i am meant to carry on
