Here To Entertain

Finally I understood the value of my tears
The time is come when I have no fears
I've no fears because now that you are gone
I'm living with a dead soul but life is going on

Those were the days of the thunder
And the days of pain
Days of surprising wonder
Love, hate, and emotional rain
Time when I was honest with you
Thought about you the same
I didn't notice never knew
You are playing the biggest game

Few moments that we spent together
Few moments of laughter and cheers
Moments of accusation and anger
Moments of failed endeavors
All these are now biggest assets to me
To live my life on
These will be resting in my memory
Just like a sad song

Love came and vanished away
Left my life in total astray
I tried hard to hold it back
But more I tried more it went out of the track
And I realized you never loved me it's just a game
People play with the emotions & give it love's name
Time for the looking behind, moment of retrospect
I played the biggest gamble of my life & agony I get

But look I'm not dieing and I'm not sad
Because love is not for the sane & I was really mad
You can see me smiling; yes I'm smiling through my pain
Because I'm here to cheer you all up dear; here to entertain