Hey ive been there b4 so i now how u feel, but i dont no ur circumstances but what i can say is , dont let a man get u 2 a point were u have 2 say i cant go on because u can just look at urself n the mirror like i did n i realized he wasnt worth any of my pain so im dealing with it , its gonna hurt but u can get past it . gud luc. u can read sum of my work if u like