Thinking of You Once Again...

This isn't another poem, this is not a letter either, just my feelings...I saw you yesterday with her in your arms like I never existed to you..The feeling was so deep inside my soul that I went into shock and everything felt like a dream...One tear rolled down my cheek and nothing seemed real anymore...I looked at you and saw her in your eyes where I once was..I am no longer in your eyes, on your mind or even in your heart....You say you love me but you no longer love me anymore..You want to be with her...Each memory of you never fades away every night that i think about you...But you don't think about me anymore, you don't miss me anymore...I lay in bed at 3 in the morning wide awake thinking of you once again...But you are sleeping dreaming about her as you are smiling....I know I never cross your mind anymore...That is the feeling I hate the most is that someone has taken my place in your heart....You say you want to be my friend but when you have feelings like I do you cant just be friends with the love your life.....The one you told you loved them every night, the one that held you when you were sad about something, the one you made love to, the one who kissed all your pain away, the one who wiped the tears away, the one who was always there by your side, the one that was the only thing that mattered.... When that person is no longer there to so any of those things, you cant just be friends with that person....