It's sad...I know the feelings, how disappointing it is! this must sound stereotipical; but you'll get over it! He doesn't deserve your tears!!
keep on writing though, it will help through it! and even though it's not rhymes! Your text was touching!
hope you'll be fine soon!
take care of yourself!

Its not funny and i no EXACLTY wat u mean. im in the same situation. its kinda scary :s Im not gonna tell u to get over it cos i no im not. Im just trying my best to learn to live with that pain and hold back the tears each night. Well done and good luck