Sometimes at night as I lay in my bed
I feel like I'm gone like I'm already dead
I don't know why I feel like this
The point is really hard to miss
As I stare with my eyes up at the ceiling
I don't know where I got this feeling
This feeling of death and this feeling of pain
Sometimes I don't know if I'm even still sane
As I close my eyes it feels like I'm dying
When I wake up I know I've been crying
Crying to the Lord and pouring out my heart
Cause it feels like I'm falling, falling apart
Slipping away into the dark
I can see that the Lord made a mark
A mark the light a mark that is pure
There is no dark there is no fear
So alone in the dark lying on my bed
It feels like I am dying like I am already dead