I feel so worthless, so meaningless...so misused....
i feel that i shouldn't have lived this far and get away with things,
i feel my essence must now burn and rot away.....far from all those alive and dead.
i feel humiliated...
i feel like i do not deserve to breathe, that i do not deserve to smile and must be banished into the deep darkness of punishing shame.....
i feel this depression just swell up in me and suffocate me, and i just can't be....
i feel so unwanted, so confused, so left out...
i feel like i can't live anymore, yet i feel so weak because i couldn't make it through...i ended up dying in my pitiful misery and may not regain consciousness....
i feel wretched, so cold, yet with the only warmth of hope that someone or something might cure me, save me, give me some chance....
i feel just so wrong, my life is not right, i can never have a point, i can never stand on my two feet and say i am strong.
i feel like this life is such a blur, and yet in the end i'm left empty, naked without the clothing of comfort....
i feel denied, unloved, forgotten....
i feel like sorrow now suits be besides the naming from my far away master.....
i feel lost, not sure where my eternal love is at.....
i feel like i'm choking, and i can not take another walking step closer to sanity,
i feel like my mind just won't think straight and i'm being sucked into the black hole of the pit of the forgotten and never thought of.....
i feel like it's no use now, it doesn't matter what i attempt, it's never noticed,
i feel the tension of me pressuring those to remember my existence,
i feel so out of my natural being...
help me....
