Why do i cry everybight
why do i fall asleep with a
soaking wet pillow
and eyeliner running down my face
and blood staining my sleeves
i dont even understand why
nothing in my life
can go right i always fall in love
and somehthing goes wrong
i wanna cry and scream but
there is nobody to hear me
i wanna die but nobody will even be faised i just break down for the last time i just wanna be heard i just want my life back adn my boyfriend to be better and i wanna love him like i once did and i wanna go to bed for once and not cry or bleed just for once god please this is my final cry