My body weight Vs gravity

I didnt want it to end like this
and i want you to know im still pissed
all the dreams we had that we never reached
like romantic dinners and walks on the beach
you made me feel like there was no room on this earth for two
you put me in a position where i was so confused
you said you never really loved me
then questioned how could we ever be?
we're two diffrent people in a world all the same
that must be why you left me with all the blame
while when im in heaven i promise i'll scream your name
**** you and your stupid games
hanging from the rope, i kicked out the chair
my parents rushed into my room and all they could do was stare
my face was blue, i was out of air
for once in my life i was going somewhere