Loss words

You dont know how bad it hurts,
to be cut from limb to limb,
not with a knife or a razor,
but from words made of sin

the only way i can show the pain,
is threw all the blood and tears,
for words dont make a difference,
it never comes threw clear,

you sit there and tell me,
im just a waste of f.u.cking space,
as i sit there with a blank stare,
and the tears run down my face,

i think that its just a dream,
not a relapes like before,
as you try to ask for forgivness,
but my hearts already torn,

dont get me wrong i love you,
but this really needs to end,
i cant be like who i was before,
but i\'ve gone as far as i can bend,

i wont give you my heart,
for it just to be thrown away,
i wasnt perfect before,
but nothing desreves this today,

i just want you to know,
all the feelings i feel,
but if you dont let me speak,
my life you will steal,

you dont know how bad it hurts,
to be cut from limb to limb,
not with a knife or a razor,
but from words made of sin