Oh god the blood goes to my head
I see her and I wish I was dead
Her smile an angel, filled with hate,
This torture is never late
And it fills me up with sadness as days grow cold
And I know that with her, I could grow old
I could spend with her the rest of my life
I'd give anything to be older, to have her as my wife
I wish this wasn't like this at all
I sit up at 2 am thinking she'll call
So instead I lose my self once more
And this time, I took the key, and locked my door
I tighten the rope into a nuece
Feeling limp, I tie it loose
In goes my neck, to be strangled
And my mind goes hay wire and my tears get mangled
I've managed to hate myself in every way
God, I've only known this girl a year and a day
Already I feel she could be the one
but by time she reads this, I'll have the gun
This is the torture
This is the pain
This is what is driving me insane
Her smile is poisen
Her eyes are knives
I'm just a stupid boy
But this is what I want to do for the rest of our lives
It's burning me from the inside out
And the inside is supposed to be what counts
so why can't she see
That she is the only one for me
I think she knows and won't admit
That she's fed up with my bull$hit
And again I burn more and more
As she tortures me with a fire, one that will always roar
I scream
I cry
I bleed
Why
All for some girl who refuses to see
What she's doing to me
