First Love is Always Dead

The backyard of the building,
Nobody is there,
Under the elm tree,
We talked softly,
When the wind blew,
We thought we saw someone,
You stopped talking,
And looked at me awkwardly,
My heart told me,
That first love never succeeds.

If I became stronger,
Would my tears disappear?
During the time when we separated,
The time had stood still,
And I still don't know why.

I dreamed about you,
But I woke up from my dream,
I really tried to return,
But you never came back.

If, if I love you more,
What will happen?
I feel like I will lose everything,
And I am afraid right now.

I want you back,
But first love is always dead.