Rotten

This mind has rotten at last
corrupted by my thoughts as well as the past
its come to this
my decision of going or staying
no matter what path I choose
I cant stop myself from going insane
my life has come to this
funny how the little things in life
are the main things you truly miss
theres no going back now
even if I had a chance
I wouldn't know how
the time has come
am I going or staying
as the bullet flys out of the chamber
all I feel is anger
all goes black
its too late now
I fall straight on my back
as my last moment begins to fade
I begin to wonder
what was it in this life I lacked
why was I even made...