Depressed

Its been a bad day
I'm getting used to it now
another sad day
I'd cry but i don't know how
I'm drowning in thoughts
of how things used to be
my chest was shut tight
complete with purity
its out in the open
should have kept it to myself
I'll learn from my mistakes
take my heart off the shelf
my soul has now fled
its my body alone
and its far to much hurt
for my heart to come home
i give up now
theres no way to win
without you here
my world still spins
its been a bad day I'll try not to let it show
another sad day
and I'm just letting go