Temporary

Now I see how you never
You never said Forever
I can't believe I didn't
I didn't notice much
That there were not fun times
Not a single touch

It feels like I fell
Like a fell for a trick
The way I didn't notice
It just makes me sick.
Swimming through an ocean
of late regrets to swallow

And the unwilling memories
That always have to follow.
Yet with every grieving moment
These are memories I'll keep
I'll know that you were temporary
And nothing that's too deep.

Paintful stabbing memories
That once tore me apart
Even if I still have them
I'm still alive and m heart

This was all fate
And even if it's what I hate
I can't change it.
Because it's too late.

That's all past now
And memories are lighte
It doesn't hurt somehow
But still it aches to have them.
They're carved in me so deep
Yet I'll never throw them away
Because every memory
Is something to keep.