The feelings inside

I watch the blood drip
to remember i do still live
cause to cease existence
oh the things I'd give

there are still nights
where i sit and cry
to plead with you all
just let me die

why don't you understand
that who your hurting is me
if you don't want me to hurt
then just let me be free

i can do it by myself
it only takes a deep slit or two
trust me people
i know exactly what to do

so dig my grave
and dig it deep
dig it so
i can finally sleep

there is no benefit in my life
the cuts only get deeper and more thick
they only become more gory
than your favorite horror flick

so with this note
and with this knife
I'll end it all
by the end of the night