Secret Feelings

I keep them hidden,
Put away into the darkness.
I keep them hidden,
Put away from you to see.

I act as if they don\'t exist,
Keeping them locked up
For only me to open.
I hold the key to my own worst fear.

Feelings of numbness take over,
Mostly my heart, mostly my head.
When will I break down...
And let these tears flow?

My heart keeps sinking,
Deeper and deeper in my chest
As I sit here waiting, wondering...
If this will ever come to an end.

The emotions are so much stronger,
I finally give in to them.
If i stop now, i will be frozen.
Today is the day, Carpe Diem.

*Carpe Diem is an Italian work for \"seize the day.\"*