I want to hold you,
to know that you\\\'re real.
I want to feel you,
to make sure that you\\\'re here.
Am I dreaming?
Or is this true,
it\'s something that I,
never expected from you,
Can i touch you again?
or are you an illusion?
Am i going insane?
Am I in delusion?
I cried for you,
for your self-inflicted pain,
I cried so much,
that it resembled rain.
Let me into your mind
please open your heart,
i knew something was wrong,
very wrong from the start,
and yet you were silent,
refused anyone in,
engulfed in your sorrow,
trying to meet your end.
so many people care,
i for one do,
even if you don\\\'t see it,
deep down you know it\\\'s true,
I\\\'m not sure why I\\\'m writing this,
it\\\'s just how i feel,
maybe I\\\'m in shock,
cuz this is all so surreal.
i love you, I do
probably more than you know,
I\\\'d rather feel your pain for you
that\\\'s how far my love goes.
this all seems so stupid,
but i can\\\'t stop my fingers,
it\\\'s my heart speaking out,
and isn\\\'t going to linger,
you\\\'ll probably never see this,
but you\\\'re brother will know,
and together we watch over you
more than you know.
i wish i could take your sorrow,
that way you\\\'d never feel pain,
I\\\'d rather watch you be happy,
than see a reflection of rain.
you may not understand,
but i know when you hide,
because i have this ability,
to see truth within eyes,
and out of politeness,
I\\\'ve never forced you to say,
just realize that i can see it,
your eyes reveal the pain.
i want to hold you,
to know that you\\\'re real.
I want to feel you,
to make sure that you\\\'re here.
and this time....I\\\'ll never let go....
