I'm so Sorry

This will be the longest thing I've ever written
Containing every last thought that passes me by
I won't use any beautified languages in it
And I won't exaggerate any points at all
This will be purely the facts and the feelings
So I hope you can see exactly what I mean
I'm no longer afraid to tell you what I think
I find myself thinking in verses and rhymes
Trying to figure out every little thing
Every last idea to get you back in my life
I never lied to you, and I never intend to
Everything I told you was the truth, every fact
I shout out your name, so it echos in every room
And I'll show up every night at your doorstep
With a bouquet of flowers for you, if I need to
I don't think any of these things really matter though
Nothing I could ever do would ever let you know
What you really mean to me inside my head and heart
You're the first girl I've ever needed to get back
The first one that truly took a piece of my heart
And I can't live without that piece, I need it
I need you, they say "You don't know what you got
Till it's gone" Please don't let that be true
I don't know what I need to do to have a chance
At ever getting you back again, to hold you again
I just know that I'll leave my heart wide open
To love and have no fears of what I have to feel
And I'd swallow my pride a thousand more times
If all that is what it takes to get you back
I've listened to my heart, had a full argument
With why I ever let myself let you go
I was so stupid, I was so wrong, I was so cold
What was I thinking? How could I ever let you pass me by?
My little piece of heaven turned to dust
My broken little world is frozen and empty
In a winter of discontent and a summer of banishment
There are no words I could use to explain this
I just want to let you into this little hell I have
Where you've trapped me and left me to waste away
You are the only thing I've thought about
Every second of the day was filled with you
I don't care what you say, I need you in my life
I don't care if you don't think you can take it
I'm not going to make it some torture
I was reckless, I was ignorant and aloof
I promise you, something I'll never break
That if you give me just one more chance
Every dream you have, every fantasy you can create
I'll fulfill every last thing you could ever imagine
Baby, I'm falling apart, losing my mind
I don't know what more to say, I'm lost without you...