I feel like crying

Just sitting here.
All alone.
Wishing once again,
That you were here.

And when I was with you,
I was happy.
Now that you're gone
I'm a sad girl.

I feel like crying.
I wish the tears would just fall
So I could move on
And maybe feel better.

The tears refuse to budge.
I keep trying,
But all of my sobs
Come up dry.

No one asks what's wrong.
Do they notice
That the sad girl
May need some help?

No one sees
The pain behind
My blue eyes.
They don't see anything.

People may see
The 5 foot frame,
But they don't see
The pain within.

When you were here,
You saw something.
You were the only one
That held me the way you did.

But when I opened up,
You disappeared.
Now I wonder,
Am I missing something?

I wish that I could be
What you want me to be.
Since I can't be that,
Could you accept me
For who I am?