Tomorrow I'll Be Gone

No matter what I say
It's not alright
It's not okay
I needed you so much
But you left me to fend for myself
Only 14 years of age

How could you let it happen?
Why didn't you care?
How could you not stop it?
How could you ignore my pain?
Why is it still left unsaid?
Still not mentioned

A dark secret trapped inside
Never to see the light
A constant pain
I'm trying to forget
A memory I can't manage to erase or forget
You knew and did nothing

How could you leave it?
Why didn't you help?
I hate you
For ignoring it
I hate me
For letting you

Acting so strong
Pretending it never happened
I can't move on
I still remember
I don't know how to heal
No longer able to deal
Leaving it for such a long while

How do I cry?
Over something so long ago
I needed you to protect me
You knew I was all alone
Why didn't you help me?
Why didn't you care?

Maybe if you helped me
I'd still be here tomorrow
But u didn't save me
And you still don't care
So tomorrow I'll be gone
While you continue to live on

But don't worry
I'm no longer 14
Now much older
I'll finally be able to deal
I finally won't need you
I finally won't care
I'll finally be rid of you
Far away and long forgotten.

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