As my memory tries to clear
I realize everything was a lie
You played a game
Your weapons my fear
You knew I was hurt
Fragile and scared
But not that you cared
Did you ever
Or are you the master of the game
Eternity has now slipped away
Gone forever
Never to return
I pretend I do not care
But inside it burns
I will not cry I convince myself
Although it is the only thing im strong enough to do
Can not hold back anymore
As I realize we are through
I should have known better
I should not have cared
But I did
To my dismanteled despair
I gave you my heart
Stupid move to make
Watch you turn away
As I feel it break
Did you have fun
Was I enough
Good for what you were lookin for
I can hear you laugh
About this to your friends
All a joke to you
I have reached eternitys end
*J Baby*
