I know it may seem that Im going back and forth
I dont know how I can show you that I really do like you
I try harder and harder everyday to show my affections
But I dont know if you think Im just flirting
Ive liked you since October and had something going for a while
But it just took so long so I gave up instead of waiting
I made a big mistake and wish I can take that back
You probably dont have any feelings left for me
And I understand that because it was my fault
I let you go
Have you ever heard the saying?
Never leave the one you like for the one you love
Because the one you love will leave you for the one they like
That is what happened to me
I left you for Nguyen and he left me for Devan
I realized that a heartbreaker and all he did was hurt me and i forgave him like an idiot
But I know that you wont break my heart nor hurt me
You are so sweet and I love your personality
When I look at you, I just want to die
Knowing that I messed things up
This poem I am writing probably makes no sense
But its coming from my heart
I really do like you and I hope you feel the same way
