There has been so much going on in my life
In these past few months
I can barely put it in words
The emotions that flow through me are that rough
I have been trying to stand strong
But no one knows how difficult my teenage years are
The love, pain, and agony that
I am going through
Is something a young teen should never go through
School is not what it used to be
People really do not mean that much to me
For now, I am struggling
Struggling to get through
The hellhole that I am placed in
Is the toughest of all
Family ties and breaks
They never hear the cries and tears I make
My laughter now turned into anguish
My eyes burn with fear
I just dont want to hurt anymore
I want to start seeing clear
My friends are my only fuel
To not give it all up
The memory of my best friend
Is what makes me take it all up
My life once was a beautiful thing
The pain that fills me
Is the only way I know Im living
But as depressed as I am right now
I would never cut or torture myself
The only way to let it out
Is to only be myself
I know I dont have it so bad
Theres millions out there
Driving themselves mad
But sometimes it scares me
Because I think I will turn into one of them
No, Im stronger than that
And I KNOW better than that
The only way to ease myself
Is to be a better person
To better..myself
