You say that you have felt pain.
You have no idea what pain is.
Step into my life for a second and let me tell you why.
Pain is hearing â??he ddoes not??t love you anymore.â?? â??he doesdoes not know if heâ??s ever loved youâ?? WHAT!!?
Tell me how much pain can be caused by someone who is so wonderful as you, so amazing, so close but so dam far.
Yet I tell you, I have felt this pain that I speak of.
I feel it all the time.
This pain is when I hear someone speak of your name when they donâ??t know what you have put me through.
Pain? Yeah I think so.
Pain is knowing that you will never be mine, though I once was yoursâ?¦though you may never know or choose not to know I still love you even all this pain you have caused me to feel.
This is also the pain that I feel.
Not being able to tell you what you need to hear.
To hear that I still love you and that I want to be with you.
The torture of not hearing from you lips.
Your lips that I long to kiss again.
Those lips that I loved in my own special way.
I long to hear those 3 words that I thought you meant to me.
But I find out that there might have been another.
When you said I was the only one.
I cant believe anyone thinks that they love you more than me.
Because I love you more than you will ever know.
Shit.. what do you really know.
You donâ??t really know what love is.
You may say you do but you donâ??t.
Love is following your heart and being with the one who you truly care about.
Do you really know this pain that you have put me through.?
Do you really know?
I hope this long meaningful poem that I wrote you tells you the pain I have felt.
Because one day this pain you have put me through will come back to haunt you.