Searching.........

I'm searching through my mind,
trying to find,
the love we shared.

I'm searching through my head,
using this lead,
writing and wondering if you ever cared.

I'm searching through my past,
wondering why we didn't last,
knowing that nothing ever compared.

I'm searching through our love,
seeing you put me above,
wondering why you couldn't of bared.

I'm searching through my pain,
realizing its just a big blood stain,
asking myself why i even dared.

I'm searching through us,
my mind is telling me to hush,
cuz it was true love that we shared!