Why do i have so much anger built up inside?
Why do i always plan, and think of a way im going to die?
Why am i always so sad?
I've been like this since the day i lost my dad...
I always feel like everyone walks out on me. I'm just scared thats the way its always gonna be.
I feel like I have something good and ten its taken away.
I feel so depressed each and everyday.
I cant open up. I'm scared to let people in. Because I know they'll be gone and the drama will begin. I just feel like everyone is so fake. This is getting old, something I can no longer take. I cant wait until I get out of this place, and no longer be a disgrace. I want to stop this anger and look on the brighter side. I want god to tell me when I'm going to die. I want to do something with my life. I want to get over my strie. Tell me what i should do. Tell me how i can start brang new. I really need your help i cant do this on my own. But no ones listening.... I'm all alone.
