I close my eyes,
Begin to pray;
That some how things would finally change.
I never knew, I could be so wrong,
My light has turned to darkness again.
I can’t explain the way I feel,
People turn away.
It hurts inside,
To know that I,
Need to find redemption once again.
I don’t understand why,
I’m changing within,
I thought I could some how make things better.
Where do I go? What do I say?
To ease this pain in my heart.
I’m blinded by hate,
I turn away from the world,
I cower away from it all.
Tears of happiness become tears of pain,
I only wish I could breathe again.
Happiness is temporary,
Dreams don’t last forever,
I’m afraid that I’ll be alone once more.
I cry again at night,
This pain is too much for me to bear.
I’m hurting inside,
My eyes are spent,
I don’t know where it I stand.
Lost, with no where to go,
My despair begins to rule once more.
I try to find peace within myself,
Question every thought that comes to mind.
I look to the stars,
To find a hope,
But only traces remain.
I want to take back, what I once had,
Try and find contentment once more.
Where there is despair,
I want to find,
Some how to leave it all behind.
I have lost my way but I need to try,
To get back on my feet again.
All I need is a hand to hold,
To guide me along the way.
I open my eyes,
And dry my tears,
I know that some how everything will be okay.
I need to let go, of all the pain,
Try and set myself free.
A new life awaits me,
I just need the strength,
To see this all through.
My path is set,
Need to hide the fear,
Before I can begin again.
