It Always Lingers

Oh, not him again.... LoL
Well, I don't know.... I miss that part of Dallas but not the stupid parts. I also miss Bill. I don't know why. Guess because I haven't seen him in so long.

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Yeah, I guess Britt dwelled on it too much. Who knows. But I know that if i keep thinking about it, it'll only get worse. Like, I said to you... I've already had the worse, I want the better. Anyway its kind of cool that Brian gave me up because now I don't focus it all on him. Now I'm free. I can do what I want. Who cares what he thinks? I also don't have him blocking my was to success, it feels better than just moping around when he wasn't around to see me.
Love Always,
Bobbie

I THINK DAD MAY HAVE ALSO LIKED IT BECAUSE HES BEEN GOING THRU THE SAME KIND OF THING AND IT LIKE HIT HOME FOR HIM, AND IT ALSO SHOWS THAT YOU ARE GETTING ALITTLE BETTER CONTROLING THE PAIN THAT HAS BEEN SPUNG ON YOU. ALL ANYONE WANTS FOR U IS HAPPINESS, BETTER LUCK THAN WE HAD BUT IT DIDNT HAPPEN THAT WAY AND WELL I AM AT LEAST GLAD THAT YOU R HANDLING IT OK, YOU ARE NOT GOING TO DWELL ON IT YOU HAVE RELIZED THAT THE PAIN WONT GET BETTER JUST STANDING IN THE MIDDLE OF IT, OH WELL STAY STRONG LOVE TAM