Everything is such a blur
Not knowing what is going to happen next
The plan you used to have
Is now gone
Swiped away by all your sins
What is wrong
And what is right
I do not know anymore
Are things going to get better or worse
I do not know
This feeling that never goes away
Saddens and confuses me everyday
I dont know what to think
What to feel
What to do
Except sit and wait
For this black hole to get deeper and deeper
Of emptyness to come
With no way to turn back
