This is Me…
The side no one knows
Behind the scenes
A journey through my soul
I wake up everyday
Sometimes with a smile
Others with a frown on my face
Never know what’s going to happen next
If it was up to me
I’d never get out of bed
In my opinion
Dreaming is better then reality
I can’t say I’m not blessed
I have everything of the best
But for some reason
I’m not smiling
I get love from my parents
Even though there divorced
I tried to poison my stepmother
But I didn’t feel like going to court
I have good friends
Even though they can drive me insane
I’m still in love with my ex
I just wish he felt the same
I don’t do drugs
Even though I’ve been tempted
That was my only option
At times when my life was so hectic
I want to be a famous singer some day
But I don’t think I’m good enough
So I might just throw that dream away
I have this friend of mine
With some benefits
I think I have feelings for him
But I know he’s just in it for the benefits
I can’t stop that relationship
Cause it raises my self esteem
Even though it’s all a lie
At least I can make believe
I’ve been taking some pills lately
Just to lose weight
They haven’t worked so well
Cause I still look the same
Sometimes I want to kill myself
But suicides a sin
And I’d go straight to hell
I wouldn’t put my family through that
So I’m giving the world another chance
For now I’m still depressed
Don’t ask me why
Cause I know even less
Hopefully some thing good will happen
And I’ll smile
While I’m not asleep
Maybe soon I’ll be happy
Just being Me….
