Not Better At All

The broken heart and pain
hasn't gotten better
a piece of me has died
and won't mend back together

The torcher is still there
the dreams they still exsist
my skin secretly tears
I wish it wasn't this

Nothing can stay down
it all justy comes out
no one knows those secrets
of how inside my body shouts

The pain I do release
isn't good for anyone else
they think its for attention
but im only helping myself

well I can't take this anymore
im truly giving up
thank you all for hurting me
its my time to be a dove