A real cut

A real cut:
I could talk about this for hours,
about how the skin drags behind the blade,
about how the skin splits behind the blade.
a real cut isn't justifiable till u push so hard you cant feel it,
till u bleed so fast you cant ease it.
till u watch so much u can hear it,
you will know a real cut-
because no matter how much you wanna die,
no matter how much you earn to bleed,
no matter how many cuts are still yet to be done...
you WILL STOP and gaze for no less than three seconds,
you will hold it shut long after it starts to scream at you,
you will fix it up no matter how much u wanna let go,
no matter how much u wanna let people know,
no matter how much you don't want to have to deal with the scars.