Glad I'm Not A Bum

I love it :D, really... my mate just read it and started saying... eww crapo"".... but i dont know, its coool.... :D put up more like these... tc

You don't realize that I see the old man in James already. Its not that he looks old but I see it in his future. Theres something wrong with James deep down inside. You should have saw him on his birthday. He wasn't happy. I just sat there holding his hand trying to help him. He doesn't want to be where he is. He doens't like the same old routine but he won't do anything about it. He could change for the better but he doesn't think he can. He won't even try. I hate his dad for this. I mean I don't hate him but he started him the drugs... Its stupid. He could be such a successful person but he doesn't choose to be. He just wastes his life away. Getting high to him isn't really even fun anymore. He's just starting to realize this... Because hes never happy. He never will be happy. Plus, hes dragging Johanna into it. Shes already smoked with him. Shes already drank with him. She's so easy about things. Why? She hates me. She hates me because I didn't sleep with Brian. But she slept with James... its just really stupid. I wish James would just get over things and try. Try, try again.

JAMES IS A NICE PERSON, ITS OK TO TALK TO HE IS FUN TO BE WITH, BUT U WILL OUT GROW HIM AND WHENEVER U R LIKE MARRIED AND HAVE KIDS A GOOD HUSBAND A JOB YOU KNOW A LIFE, YOU CAN LOOK AT JAMES AND HE WILL STILL BE IN THE SAME PLACE DOING THE SAME THINGS HIS LIFE HAS NOT CHANGED AND HE IS HIGH AND HAVING A BLAST AND BUT ALL U SEE IS A MAN THAT SURE LOOKS OLD FOR HIS AGE RUN DOWN MORE LIKE A WALKING DEAD MAN THATS STUCK IN TIME LIKE HES THE SAME AGE 16 YRS OLD HES 45 NOW KIDS HANG WITH HIM BECAUSE HES FUN THIS OLD MAN BUYS THE DRUGS FOR U HE PLAYS POOL COOL TO HANG WITH BUT THE KIDS THAT THOUGHT HE WAS FUN YRS AGO LOOK AT HIM AND WONDER WHATS GOING ON WITH THAT DUDE HES LIKE NEVER GOING TO CHANGE THERE KIDS ARE HANGING WITH HIM AND THERE LIKE WORRIED BECAUSE THEY KNOW HOW HE IS AND THEY KNOW THERE DAUGHTER IS NOT SAFE WITH HIM THEY REMEMBER WHAT HE DONE TO LITTLE GIRLS YRS AGO AND WELL HES 45 MY DAUGHTERS 13 BUT HES STILL STUCK IN THE SAME TIME AS WHEN WE WERE KIDS, HIS MIND BOBBIE WILL STAY 16 WHEN HES 45 BECAUSE HE HAS FRIED HIS BRAIN TO WERE IT CAN NOT GROW HELL STAY 16 FOREVER UNTIL HE DIES HE IS GOING NO WHERE HELL ALWAYS BE AT CLONS STONED STUPID RIGHT NOW HE MAY BE FUN TO HANG WITH BUT HE ALSO WANTS EVERYONE TO BE LIKE HIM STONED STUPID ITS FUN LOOK AT ME ITS FUN NEVER COMING BACK TO REALITY.......ITS YOUR CHOICE TO DO WHAT U WANT HE IS LIKABLE BUT WHAT DOES HE DO FOR U SEEING HIM THE WAY HE IS YOU WILL OUT GROW HIM AND GO ON YOUR KIDS WILL LOVE HIM THEYLL OUT GROW HIM THERE KIDS WILL LOVE HIM I DONT REALLY THINK HELL BE AROUND THAT LONG BUT IF HE WAS THATS ABOUT HOW IT WOULD GO

I'm not really mad but its kind of how i feel. I don't think i should be friends with James anymore. I mean he's not really worth it. What do you think? I mean I love him to death but... he honestly just sucks as a friend.