Im not the one

There are times
When I donâ??t know where to turn
Or where to run
Yet when I cry out
Im still the only one
Whos standing there
All alone
Ignored and unheard
Please hold me
Before I fade
In eternity burn
I love you
I care
I need you
But your never there
I stand on my own
No one has my back
You take advantage
When im vulnerable to attack
You put things into my head
I believed them all
With every lie you tell
The deeper I fall
I have reached the bottom
Cant go anymore
Im now forgotten
Lying on the cold floor
When I call you
Will you remember my voice
Or is she the one
Am I just second choice
Do you truly love me
Or is it all a lie
Your voice runs through my head
As I dry my eyes
Congradulations
You made me cry
Are you proud now
That you broke me again
Why do you do this
I thought you cared
Turns out you donâ??t
Turns out I was wrong
Even though I love you
I was never your one