I'm Sorry I Don't Love You

You should know by now
I've never been good with words,
And this is the hardest thing
I have had to say in
Such a long time.
Together we have had
So many good times,
Times that will remain in my heart
For ever,
That's a promise that I cant break.
I still care about you
So so much...
Despite how this must look.
I know this will make you hate me,
But I have to say it;
It's been held inside for months
And now finally I have burst.
You wonder why I let you down
All those times,
Said I wouldn't cut but
Always came back to it.
Every time you say you love me
By heart shatters
Because I cant bring myself to
Say it back.

All those times in the past
When I said those 3 simple words
I honestly meant them from
The bottom of my heart...

I'm sorry this happened,
But I don't love you anymore.

You deserve someone better
So I'm letting you go.
You caused me happiness,
Yet I can remember the pain,
The tears,
The blood.

It's better for us both if I go.
Why stay around if it means
Living a lie...?