Angel in disguise

Wow, i guess this is the end,
This is where we say good-bye.
We've past every turn and bend,
And at the end, I'm left here to cry

I had you pictured out
To be someone different in my head
Everything you're about
And everything you've ever said...

So I'm deleting the e-mails
And all the texts on my phone
And if all else fails
I'll burn everything about you in my home

The only way i can move on
Is to erase everything of you
That's the only way i can get along
It's the only thing i can do...

You don't care no more!
Well, neither do i
What am i even wasting time before
I'm letting life just pass me by

I'm worrying all this time over you
But you don't even remember me
Believe me when i say this is true
I'll make you just a memory

It kills me to say i don't like you
But this negativity will lead me on the right track
So where i say it and it's true
And i won't ever look back

You hurt me a lot
And i had so much trust in you
I gave everything i got
When you said you believe i can pull through

So now i am here
And you're there
And this only fear
Is that you don't care!

I've met my fear now
And I'm moving on
I'll figure out how
Since, i guess, you're gone

But i can bad mouth you
This whole entire poem
And i can spread lies and rumors, too
And make you feel completely alone

But I'm not that kind of someone
I won't make you upset like i am
I can manage without that fun
Because for you, i still give a damn

It worries me in that I'm still young
And I'm not fully strong
In the future, what am i among?
Will i be OK to get along?

You know how to be tough,
You're amazing in my eyes...
So lets just sum this up,
You're an angel in disguise