Confused

Well i sit here thinking of how you say you don't like me,
And how much i like you,The thing i think is weird is that when i am around you i feel you like me,But when i am somewhere else and around my friends they say you don't like me,I don't have a clue who to believe my thoughts and heart or the saying of friends
I sometimes think i cant trust my friends but i have asked you to tell me if you like me or not but no you don't tell me nothing,I hope if you don't like me we will still be the same old friends and nothing will change between us,But if you do like me i just wish you would say,But i guess that is the way you are i don't know what to do i am confused with all this drama,Well if you decide you are going to tell if you don't like me i wont get mad but i will be sad for a while,If you say yes i will be happy but i will not change for a guy because guys don't ever stick with a girl unless they really love them and they are trustful of the girl they are with.