My heart

I sat at home when i knew he was out. I sat waiting and wanting him next to me. I thought about all the things that we did that made me happy. I thought about the words he tells me to make me laugh when i dont even want to smile. I just sat there knowing he couldn\'t, wishing he wouldn\'t, but he did. He can tell me things like your beautful or he loves me but that doesnt mean his words are feelings. I always wait for him but he leaves me behind i feel left in the corner with a broken heart and a shatterd smile.