I try wit hours on end
To find a numbness for tha pain
An umbrella for tha rain
Or at least someone to blame
A sec in time to escape all tha madness
And to run away from tha sadness
A min in space to confort my fears
And a sholder to lean on and whipe all my tears
I find it all unbearable
But still i go throgh it all
Ive fallen from some tall mountains
But ive always got up from my fall
Tho im sad for this instant
Ill be happy in a while
My happyness loods distant
Only your voice can make me smile
