So now i want to say a couple of things to you it start when i was nine i thought everything was fine but in fact it wasnt you said you would go for a walk but it was just you talk.. When i found out the truth i kept asking my self why?? but now i know why you did it and i understand, i just wanted to tell you i love you and even tohught i dont like your actions i will be there for you i will help you in any way i can but i dont think thats what you want because you can only help the people who truly want it and i know for a fact you dont all you want to do it get high back then it was your pride and joy but now i think makes you ashamed, well it how i feel when i see what you are doing to you life what you distroy is right in front of my eyes and that fact that i cant do anything about it, it kills me everytime i see you do it a little part of me feels hurt and alone for i used to look you to you but i still do in a way no matter what anyone says.... because your my brother and i love you i just wish you could turn away and for you to be ok...
