Don't hold anything against me.
I have told you too many times that I am sorry.
But it was never good enough for you to accept.
You have always been this way, what did I expect?
You turn away from me when you see that I am in pain.
And yet here in my breaking world, I will remain.
You only wanted the things that I could never give to you.
You just kept on pushing until only your ways got through.
But still I will try to get into your life and make you see that what you are doing is wrong.
That your thoughts put into actions is what makes this journey so long.