U up n left me without a trace
u didn\'t say goodbye n that u were gonna take your life
u left me heart broken 2 think that i would never again feel your touch
i loved being with u n feelin that rush a kinda rush i couldn\'t explain that stayed with me even throw my every day pain
we stayed on tha phone 4 hours
talkin bout tha same old thing
just listen 2 u tell me how bad u wanted me 2 have your kid
n that little fraze u always said
rite befor i went 2 bed
\"girl i love u your my heart i wont let nothin ever tear us apart\"
i believed it every last word
up 2 tha very end till tha day u took your life till tha day i found u on your apartment floor covered n blood with a gunshot wound 2 your head thats tha day my life was shattered left with no begging or end rite then i dropped 2 tha floor n i couldn\'t stop tha tears from rollin down my face i just sat there holding your hand bagging god 2 bring u back 2 me
i didn\'t realize u were hurting so bad i didn\'t realize that tha pain u was goin throw was enof 2 take that gun n put a bullet throw your head
i didn\'t kno b/c u never told me
i blame myself 4 not hearing your cries n not knowin how bad u were hurtin inside when u left i was torn apart n i am still hurting b/c i still love u with all my heart i cant take this life nomore without u i have fallen so badly apart what happened 2 \"girl i love u your my heart i wont let nothin ever tear us apart\" but baby look at us now your gone n were apart your 6 feet under n i can no longer take this thunder well baby its time 4 me 2 go so i don\'t have 2 bare tha pain of being without u n my life
