What were you thinking?
The whole time that you were with me.
I know that you may have loved me,
But when did that change?
Everything went so wrong.
I want it to be better.
But thatâ??s just what I want.
Things never work out that way.
But what if what I say is true.
Would that change anything?
Would it make you believe?
That there is someone out there,
Someone that cares.
Someone who would do anything.
Anything in their power to get you back.
And what if that someone was me?
Then would that change anything?
Would you learn to love again?
Love me?
Or am I asking too much,
Am I asking too much?
Is this all just a bad dream?
Is this all just something that will end?
Fights in my head.
Wondering if what Iâ??m about to do is right.
And what if itâ??s not?
Can it possibly get any worse?
I already lost you.
I donâ??t know how much more I can take.
Can I make it without you?
Maybe in time it will get better.
Maybe if I hadnâ??t listened to everyone.
Then it wouldnâ??t be like this.
Everything could have been different.
But something had to change.
Something just had to.
Things are just that way.
As all the tears stream down my face,
Itâ??s like a river of everything gone wrong.
As I realize that Iâ??ve already lost you.
As I realize there is nothing I can do.
It wonâ??t matter how much I love you.
Everythingâ??s gone, leaving nothing left to salvage.
You push me away for reasons I donâ??t know.
I feel lost and confused.
I love you and I canâ??t do anything about it.
You canâ??t even seem to trust me anymore.
Weâ??ve lost everything we ever had.
I wish that it would all come back.
But wishing just isnâ??t going to be enough.
It seems nothing will.
I say things that I mean with every part of me.
All you seem to do is get mad.
It seems that you walked away because of fear.
Thatâ??s the impression that I get.
I look into your eyes and all I see is pain.
Iâ??ve never seen you like this.
Never this much pain.
I canâ??t explain how.
I donâ??t even know why.
I just do and thatâ??s all I can say.
Iâ??ve tried, Iâ??ve tried so hard.
Iâ??ve tried to get over you.
Iâ??ve tried, tried and failed.
More times than I can count.
Every time I do, this feeling just gets stronger.
I love you and thatâ??s all there is to it.
Thatâ??s what itâ??s come to.
Maybe Iâ??m just making matters worse.
But if itâ??s the truth,
Then why should I hide it?
