Just Me...(Part Two)

Im sorry Im not beautiful,
Im sorry Im not perfect.
but I will starve myself to be skinny,
so the size 1 jeans will fit.

Im sorry Im not beautiful,
Im sorry Im not perfect.
If only I could be everything..
My wrists would not be slit.

Im so sorry Im not beautiful,
I just want to be perfect.
If I were all those things in one...
I wouldnt be alone among thousands where I sit...

I cut my skin to be beautiful,
and vomit so my body is small.
Ao maybe someday when Im perfect as the other girls,
Someone will love me after all...