First kiss

Tonight I stood in the spot where our lips first met,
but this time I was alone,
I was alone with tears falling!
There was no you holding me close, keeping me warm, keeping me safe.
This time I stood and shivered.
And with each tear that fell from my broken eyes there was a story,
a memory that you and I once shared.
Flashbacks of you and me holding hands,
experiencing life,
having our firsts,
and our lasts...:'(
I go to this spot often, I stand beneath the rim I imagine you holding me, our fingers entwined, your eyes locked on mine.
Our lil noses touching,
brushing back and forth,
then
our first kiss, and thats when the tears start to fall,
and I breakdown,
once again I breakdown and I cry
Maybe next time I visit this lil place of ours
I will find you,
find the boy with amazing blue eyes once again locked on mine,
and once again
your lips
and mine...