Bemoan

Did i hurt you so bad?
did i disappointed you till the end?
i must have been so insane
so crazy to give you pain

did i shattered your dreams?
did i scared you with my screams?
all this time such a fool i have been
i wonder how i could i be so mean?

you loved me for so many years
and all i gave, never ending tears
i wish if i could ever forgive myself
i wonder why i wanted to be someone else?

did i let you down on your knees?
did i felt satisfied hearing you saying please?
i feel so hollow, now that you are gone
i feel so helpless, now that i am so alone

did i burned you in my alibis?
did i just ignored your cries?
look at the price that i now pay
my own reflection doesn't look my way

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the day is not that far dear
when you will write all this with tears
though by then i'll be as far as i could be
and no-one will be there to feel, what you now feel for me

**I wrote this one long time back, but sharing for the first time**